MUSING.

I want to write about how disadvantaged and rubbish Kwara State Polytechnic is, but I don't want to be trolled. I have enough on my plate already.

Nothing kills me right now that knowing I have to be in that class and hear my lecturer read the handout instead of teaching.

I heard so much good about this school, but everything is just bullshit! The system is rotten and smelling.

If I sit down with YOUTUBE for a month and give myself to learning, I will be a correct programmer, but they have to subject us to this kind of pain for formality settings.

How will I be doing two programming language in a month alongside with data structure and you wouldn't expect me to copy and paste it in my exam sheet?

I just cannot keep quite because the fact that I understand that tomorrow is Monday is just off for me! We need to do better!

Sometimes, I ask myself if it was me that prayed for admission for myself. I just find it very funny that I was dealing with depression and crying because of school. How come?

Now, school has come and it's another story entirely. I saw it then, but I did not understand the whole thing until now. Sincerely, it's funny.

Well, all the experiences are worth it. “We go soon graduate. We go wear graduation gown and post pictures and collect the carton paper”.

My school does not have a pratical lab for computer science, we don't even have enough chairs. Almost half of the class is on their feet. All our praticals are pure theory. No computer to use and I'm studying computer science.

Gideon asked me yesterday why I was in school and I told him my sincere answer. I'm in school to bag a degree. Nothing else. And that's just the truth. All that these guys are teaching are on YOUTUBE, verbatim.

It's not just my school. It cuts across various schools in Nigeria.

And it's my advice to Jambites not to take not getting admission personal. The question you should ask yourself is, what would I have done if there was no university? School is not worth crying over.

I will not sit and watch and allow My OlaOluwa or anyone close to me to be sad because of school. I can say this phase is quite easy for me because I maximized my time while waiting.

The truth is, school is disturbing my work and my flow of income because it's demanding and sometimes, I tend to loose course of what I'm even doing, but it doesn't change the fact that I've got something upstairs already.

I just hope something good stems out if it all. My September, I'm already a final year student. My June 2022, I'm graduating. So no time to waste time. I'm just gonna enjoy the journey as I look at my destination and make it my reality.

I believe in hope. I believe in miracles.

In all of these things, I'm grateful to God for this admission. Sincerely I am. Seeing my admission in my 7th year is something I'm grateful for.

It was indeed a long journey, but here I am talking about the system I once prayed and cried to God for.

God is good and I publicly say that He is good and His mercies endures forever.

I'm grateful for my journey so far.