MONEY AND WHAT MY SOUL CRAVES.
Hi guys!
I was on bed bed this money transcribing an audio, and this thought dropped and I have decided to share.
Let’s go!
When you see a young lady that’s passionate about being financially independent before she starts a relationship, it’s not her fault.
When you see a lady who likes to depend on people for money, it’s not her fault.
Both parties have seen life from different perspective and in the process they made their decision.
For instance, I’m very keen on making my own money. I hate to depend on people or ask people for money. It takes a lot of courage for me to do that. I’m also very interested in having my money before starting a relationship. Why? Because I’ve had experiences with certain shades of money and that led me to vow to have my money at all cost.
So I'm going to a relationship with this mindset that I'm not depending on the guy for money. Infact I don't need his money. And it might pose a big issue because the guy might feel I'm too independent or whatever because in the real sense girls like it when guys shower them with money and all of that.
Personally, I don't fancy all that. I think my money is okay for me. And I don't mind spending it on my patner, but I don't know if I will be willing to collect from him.
Is it that I don’t like money? Obviously I like money, but I crave certain things than money. Things like attention, deep communication, romance, respect, understanding and all that. I will never outrun the place of money, but all I’m saying is, if I have those important thing that feeds my soul, then for me, money is secondary because in the real sense, money cannot afford all those things that’s important to me. I know people have the mindset that money can get anything, but I doubt.
Money cannot afford the resident skills of communion in a guy or lady. It cannot afford the deep communication that stems from the heart. It cannot afford certain things that's resident in a man.
Beyond money, I look forward to companionship. I look forward to understanding. I look forward to respect. I look forward to romance. I look forward to quality time together.
Maybe that’s why a large part of me wants to make this money so that it doesn’t disturb the other things that my soul craves. It doesn’t become a hindrance to it all. So, I’m bent on making this money.
One important thing I’m trying to do is to learn to receive help in terms of money. I know it can be very hard to break, but I am hoping that I’ll be free from it. It’s not pride, but experiences in the past shaped that decision and I ran with it for a very long while.
Do you know of possible ways for me to break from this mindset of not receiving help when it comes to money?
Do share with me!
